No Break Free

From your controlling grasp
I for once 
Break free
With words said that shouldn’t be 
And tears shed by only me

And a day will pass 
And guilt will be
Conjured by tongues that beg from me
The situation that caused a divide

Somehow now
You’re 
the one broken inside 

And I alone
Isolated in shame 
Bathe in the loss that seems your gain

My emotions that you refused to pity
Are now yours 
Broadcasted to all while I try 
To toss my smile a thousand miles

I reek of wrong
And loved you’ll be 
For being all you hated me to be

If I Weren’t Be

If I weren’t sad I weren’t be
If I weren’t dumb
I’d have to see

If I had to see, so sad I’d be
Even Eve’s sight made a 
Sinner of thee 

If I lost all mind 
I’d calmly be
A shell with guts and 
Mind so free

But I weren’t dumb 
So sadly I’d be
A messy ball

Wishing not to be

You’re Mostly More Than Most

You’re sun-drenched fields, darling
You’re blues and you’re jazz
And you’re a thousand thumping hearts

You’re Givenchy glittering below disco lights
And heads bumping to broken voices

You’re the coming storm and
The silence that lurks among graves

Soft and comforting and confronting
And calm and crackling and
All that ever provoked a thought among men

You’re more than beauty because
You’re more than ordinary
More than more than
More

You’re most and yet

You’re just the delapidated flowers sold
At the grocery store